SYMPTOMS OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENING
24. A deep yearning for meaning, purpose, spiritual connection, and revelation. Perhaps an interest in the spiritual for the first time in your life. “Constant craving”, as k.d. lang says. The material world cannot fulfill this longing. Advice: Follow your heart and the way will open up for you.
25. A feeling that you are somehow different. A disquieting sense that everything in your life feels new and altered, that you have left your old self behind. You have. You are much greater than you can possibly imagine. There is more to come.
26. “Teachers” appear everywhere with perfect timing to help you on your spiritual journey: people, books, movies, events, Mother Nature, etc. Teachers may appear to be negative or positive when you are trapped in polarity thinking, but, from a transcendent perspective, they are always perfect. Just what you need to learn from and move on. By the way, we never get more than we are ready to master. Each challenge presents us with an opportunity to show our mastery in passing through it.
27. You find a spiritual track that makes sense to you and “speaks to you” at the most profound levels. Suddenly you are gaining a perspective that you would never have considered before. You hunger to know more. You read, share with others, ask questions, and go inside to discover more about who you are and why you are here
28. You are moving through learning and personal issues at a rapid pace. You sense that you are “getting it” quite readily.
Went through all this insanity years ago. Then everything was taken away from me, lost my career, my retirement money, everything I owned, My life as I knew it collapsed, and I developed a long lasting, undiagnosed health problem. I see how money must be my focus. Without it, I cannot keep the physical body alive. Not that I want to, there is no reason to live [oops, was I not supposed to reveal that?]. And now what? Really? Staying alive to stay alive to stay alive to stay alive. Seems silly, doesn’t it?