Is Your Critical Self Creating Lack of Motivation?

By Maria Khalife

Build upon strengths, and weaknesses will gradually take care of themselves. ~ Joyce C. Lock

If you have worked hard to make the people in your life happy, you feel rewarded if they thank you, if you see them smile. You want your desire for their wellness and satisfaction to be rewarded, and you are willing to work hard to see that happen.

But what happens to you if they don’t respond in an expected way? What if they’re unemotional about it? What if they show zero response? Are all of your hopes dashed on the rocks of disappointment, and then do you think “Why bother?” and move deeper into lack of motivation?

When you began to work to please them, you felt alive, energized, and the anticipation of their pleasure was enough to keep you going. Now, with disappointment and lack of motivation in the picture, your feelings are flat, exhausting, and you have an “I don’t care” attitude. The critical self begins to emerge.

I know of a couple where this was their norm. Patrick tried very hard to do things to please his wife, but Leanne frequently made comments that left him feeling she didn’t appreciate his efforts. He loved her and he wanted to see her smile, but she was worn down with her sense of burden taking care of the house and kids and she didn’t show appreciation for all his efforts.

His main response was a lack-lustre “snort” that left him feeling he’d failed once again to please her. She showed more pleasure for her children’s hand-made gifts at Mother’s Day or her birthday, but even they thought they would never find the right thing to make their mother truly happy and satisfied.

Patrick wasn’t a man who required much more than a thank you or a word of appreciation. He surely didn’t expect her to spend lots of money on him. He just wanted to think that he was a good husband who was able to please his wife. Just a small smile of genuine thanks that his efforts meant something warm and fuzzy to her would have pleased him.

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